wvdirtbikerider, I am just trying to help you as a brand new member. I am sorry that your life feels like such a mess and that it is chaotic. I see that you posted in the bipolar forum. Does this mean that you are struggling with bipolar issues? It would help if you shared a little more about yourself so others can be supportive. Let us know some specifics if you are comfortable sharing them so we can help.

It takes a little while for your first 5 posts to appear as they are being moderated. I hope that you find all of the answers that you are hoping for.