Wonder if my fatigue is how my depession is materializing. I go to bed many times feeling like I'm on the edge of depression, but I don't let myself get sucked into the thoughts. But the fatigue is still there. Maybe I haven't eaten well? The smell of delicious reheated food is filling the room and I'm feeling too tired to eat. It feels like 9 hours of sleep is not enough. Staring at a screen keeps me awake, but I'm not using that time wisely. Feeling too tired to study. Maybe I'll at least read a paragraph of something, try and get in the habit. But I'll eat first. But tiiired.

Apparently I forgot I'm still sick. That could affect my energy levels. But the fatigue is always there.