Part of me feels down, part of me is hopeful. At least I called to get help for my son again. He is in the middle, between being eligible for help (well he is), but needs maybe another assessment because high school is so difficult for him.
At least some support MIGHT be on the way. In the meantime, I need to take better care of myself. Realized I haven't eaten again today, I don't know what is up with that. I guess I'll find something, I'm out of bottled water, I know I sound picky, but our water is often brown here and just doesn't hydrate me. I'm too tired to go out for it, and sore after mopping and vacuuming. At least that is done for a little while.
I had what I thought was a bf, and he promised to see me tonight. Somehow I don't feel hopeful. I'm so lonely. I need a village to help me, I live in a small town, but somehow don't have close friends or family that is close enough.. I'm rambling... Hugs to all of you struggling with this depression.