I did leave him today. Is it bad that I still crave sex from him. I mean we never had sex; but the desires are still there. I still have feelings for him. I let him go, but I still love him. Am I wrong to feel this way? I mean he is 35 and I'm 18. I wanted to have a life with him--to have children. I really fell in love with him. He satisfied something in me that no one else has before. Half of me just wants him for sex, but the other half really wants a relationship. I'm so confused because my feelings are different than what I just did.