I can relate to most of you. I believe that God and the Angels are fighting with the devil and evil spirits over my soul. I hear noises outside my sliding glass window and believe that evil spirits are watching me through the window. This is especially prominent at night. So I tape up the vertical blinds so they cannot see in. Also when I am outside at night, I look for little red lights that might be sights on guns of people who want to kill me. I also feel that God has a special purpose for me and that when I see a rainbow, it is God talking to me and telling me that nothing bad will happen that day, because it is His covenant between us and Him. I have always worried about things. I also believe that if I don’t worry about things then the worst possible outcome will happen, so I continue to worry. I am getting more and more scared of these things. They are beginning to take over my life. So are the shadows. People, and voices (mainly the shadows and people). My doctor recently diagnosed me with schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type. She wants me to get another opinion, but I do not know why. It confuses me. I have also been talking with people and not making much sense and it is frustrating.