Add to level of depression feeling anyway with it being winter, less light & a LOT OF show & cold so it's more difficult to get out if you felt like it. It's important to acknowledge your feelings. Time will be the true telling factor of how everything turns out......& that's the stressful part....I understand those feelings......THE UNKNOWN!!!! that has the word Cancer attached.

Keeping a positive attitude, keeping positive good healthy eating & living can do a lot toward feeling that you are also doing something more positive in caring for yourself.

Glad you are posting your feelings here so that you can express yourself & let the feelings out rather than bottling them up inside.

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