Newtus I'm sorry you're feeling so down at the minute. I think the lack of treatment you're getting regarding psychology is absolutely disgraceful, I would think you should be seeing a T at least once a week and on your own. You could always do extra family therapy if they think you need it but you should have your own sessions, just you and the therapist. I really don't know what you can do about it as it seems you've already voiced your concerns and they're having none of it. I just hope you can get through this, I know you can get through this. Focus on your education and the fact you've been out of hospital for so long, you're doing really well. You might slip up but if these bad episodes get further and further apart then that's progress, however small it may be.