I dunno where this should go.

Today my best friend & roommate was delivered some earth shattering news that he was HIV positive. He is still processing it, I was the first person he told, well he didn't tell, he showed me the blood test results. I am utterly crushed. I am trying to hold it together so I don't show how worried I am about him. I told him that I was about ready to cry, I'm devasted, he means so much to me, I don't think he really knows. Anyways I am so gonna hit rock bottom now, after spending the last 4 weeks climbing out of the pit of doom. I dunno. We will survive, but its gonna be hard, and I now am going to question his mental health as I am sure major depression is going to set in. Anyways.