I think trust is something that grows over time and can get deeper and deeper if the realtionship continues to grow through mutual respect and caring. Even though I pay my therapist I have come to trust him and believe that he genuinely cares for me and that our relationship is real. If it were not real, I would not go.

I don't know how long you have been seeing your T, but it took me forever to trust mine. And if you think he believes things about you that are not true, then talk about those things during session. It is also okay to be angry with your T....I have just come to know this myself.

I think this is a good topic for a session. Go ahead and ask T what he/she thinks trust is. It might help you arrive at a personal meaning. Good Luck.