Sorry for the late reply. Thank you all so much. I feel like a ton of bricks off my shoulders. The way my parents make me feel about my personality really makes me feel like crap, so hearing what you all had to say felt so alleviating. I seriously thought there was something really ill and broken about me. Like I was completely abnormal and dysfunctional. I know there are certain issues I can work on and improve, things I would like to work on, but I feel alot better that this "main burden" of mines has been addressed. I will definitely keep posting and talk to people on here, thank you for the warm welcome.