Hi Skittles, I am going to go out on a limb here…I think it sounds like you need to be around more supportive people. Calling you a “pig” and stuff like that is just going to hurt your self-esteem even more…which might lead to problems with more depression…and then you eat to alleviate the bad feelings and get caught in a vicious cycle. It sounds like you are kinda accepting the negative comments as the truth. I am not sure where I am going with this…it sounds like a therapist might be a good place to start.