That's what I was thinking. Why make it extra tight? I can't eat anything. I've spent countless nights crying myself to sleep because of this. Knowing I NEED to eat but can't. I don't even know how they allowed me to pass my psych evaluation. I even told them I get paranoid of my food being poisoned or water.
There is no way to remake my stomach bigger unless I want to painfully (very painfully) constantly overeat than can fit in my stomach which causes your stomach to stretch. But you have to do that every day, constantly. In pain from eating. At this point, I'd rather be dead than to have to live like this.
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