hi romaq8y
i think the best thing for your self esteem is to get different friends. it sounds like these are just being hurtful and disrespectful toward you. why do you need that in your life? i think i would rather be alone than be hurting and made fun of all the time. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome