i have heard of other people who actually get terminated because they dont talk to their therapists, so yes, you are normal. i look at therapy like jumping into a cold pool. i want to get better as quickly as i can, that means telling t stuff, uncomfortable stuff. just like the cold water in the pool. so how do you do it.....if you walk in slowly it just takes more time to get used to. but if you jump in with both feet, you might freeze for a minute but you quickly get used to it. so i go in there and blurt everything out to t. i dont even care if it makes sense, she can ask questions if it doesnt. i dont feel i am there to form a relationship, build a bond. i dont want to be her friend. that frankly creeps me out. she is there to fix me. for that she needs info. that is all i am giving her is info.