Well, first of all, I can only find 3 certified sex therapists in the entire state. And as far as I can tell, only one accepts any sort of insurance at all. So if it doesn't work out with her, then what do we do? So there may not be anyone else. And if it doesn't work out with her, then I have to just suck it up and pretend to like sex I guess. Or put up a therapist that isn't ideal. And I'm afraid of how much of a time commitment this is and having that held against me by my significant other. Or I'm afraid that I'll set a time and he'll suddenly not be available at that time or that this will end up being the only time he'll spend time with me during the week because of the amount of time it takes up during a week night. I've suggested that I just go alone so there's less pressure and guilt, but he wants to go.

I just wish we could call in together and do the phone interview together, but I don't know when we could be together in a private place during business hours in order to make those calls.

I'm also afraid that it's simply not going to work and I'd have to live with the fact that I'm going to be miserable my whole life.

I think I'm too desperate to make good decisions regarding this, but I guess the decision is made for me via insurance?