Hello. I almost abandoned my faith. I was molested by a dad's friend. There was no god there, no god to protect me, no god to stop him. But, after a while I realized that god doesn't stop people's free will. Which sucks like poo but that's how it is.

Ultimately, what happens to you shapes you. How will you deal with your depression friend? I only live for the sake of people who love me out of obligation and to strike vengence on those who stole my innocence and my happiness.

I pretty sure that you will find words of wisdom though. I hope I do too.