Rick -
Very interesting. I read your post a couple of times and I think I get it.
What i'm getting from what you are saying is that it's almost like you are fighting with your own body and the more you fight the worse it gets? Almost as if you stop the fight and just let it be that it may get better?
Interesting view point and I can see the validity in it. If I'm even on track here

Sometimes the foggy brain is not in best form LOL. I just went back and read my previous post and with some of the misspellings even I didn't understand parts - no excuse since we can use spell check!
-Tranquility