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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead
I believe the moon has powers and I communicate with it telepathically. I say it because I think they are too powerful for pronouns but I understand why you call them a she. I don't think they will be angry with you they are a force of good and protection so I wouldn't worry.
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I always said it before too, but then I felt this powerful maternal feeling when I'd see her and I've been referring to the moon as feminine ever since. She doesn't mind though cos she said it was ok. She was angry with me before Xmas and it was horrible because she wouldn't talk to me or protect me, but now it feels like she has something to tell me but I can't understand what it is. Maybe it's the noise interfering??
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Originally Posted by newtus
i never had psychosis involving the moon.
sometimes aliens. but not much. its always been about religion and government together intertwined.
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If you google 'moon halo' you can see photos of what I'm talking about. I'd link but it's too complicated for my head as iPad is glitchy today.
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Originally Posted by Erti
Hello friends. Been hanging out with my best friend Leighann. She had her baby so I'm over spending the night with her.
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Glad you're back and the move went well. Missed you while you were gone
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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead
Talked to my cpn today and I've decided to take the medication and allow the depot on monday. I can't deal with this anymore and if it's guna take it all away then I guess it might be worth it.
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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead
Thanks sometimesp. I don't like it but feeling like this is worse. Plus I'd get sectioned on mon if I refused.
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I hope the meds help
Is the depot the same one you were on last time? Did they say they'd section you if you didn't take the meds, or is that what you're worried about?
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*trigger warning*
Today is a screwdriver day. Most days I cope with the noise and the thought problems and the headaches, and all of the other stuff. Other days it takes all of my willpower not to ram a screwdriver into my ear canals. Today is one of those days. The noise has been really loud 24/7 since I was sectioned and, as a result, my headaches have been worse; almost constant. Today it is too much. If I thought the screwdriver would stop the noise, then I would, but I don't think it would probably work. I'd quite like to be dead right now tbh...I hope tomorrow is easier.
*Willow*