I can not remember a time when i was not depressed, in fact depression had to be described to me to understand what it really meant because to me it is a norm. But my daughter, she didnt deserve this. My family is all I have, and I couldnt keep her safe, it was my duty and i failed. I dont care, i can live or die, I can accept this. But i cant live with the guilt of failing to protect my child from harm.