I have bipolar 1 and have had a very hard time the last ten years. I'm from Sweden and the long, cold and dark winters make me deeply depressed. I have seasonal affective disorder also. In the springtime comes the mania or mixed. At first i love it, everything's so easy, but after a couple of weeks with this hight speed i finally crash into an awfaull tiredness. Even if i take meds. Now i looking forward for the spring, but I'm also afraid of the crash that's always comes.