I always said it before too, but then I felt this powerful maternal feeling when I'd see her and I've been referring to the moon as feminine ever since. She doesn't mind though cos she said it was ok. She was angry with me before Xmas and it was horrible because she wouldn't talk to me or protect me, but now it feels like she has something to tell me but I can't understand what it is. Maybe it's the noise interfering??


If you google 'moon halo' you can see photos of what I'm talking about. I'd link but it's too complicated for my head as iPad is glitchy today.


Glad you're back and the move went well. Missed you while you were gone



I hope the meds help Is the depot the same one you were on last time? Did they say they'd section you if you didn't take the meds, or is that what you're worried about?

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*trigger warning*
Today is a screwdriver day. Most days I cope with the noise and the thought problems and the headaches, and all of the other stuff. Other days it takes all of my willpower not to ram a screwdriver into my ear canals. Today is one of those days. The noise has been really loud 24/7 since I was sectioned and, as a result, my headaches have been worse; almost constant. Today it is too much. If I thought the screwdriver would stop the noise, then I would, but I don't think it would probably work. I'd quite like to be dead right now tbh...I hope tomorrow is easier.

*Willow*