Ody I know your frustration. It's complete hell. It took me two years but it got better. A hell of a lot better. Although you're in a worse situation, my attempt was practically based on how my psychiatrist was being completely unprofessional .. I can't believe I did that but I was really sick. The meds helped. I asked for seroquel, he took it away, concerta was given, Klonopin taken away then a severe panic attack landed me in the hospital and they gave me a Klonopin but didn't want to because I used the bottle to OD. The mentality of psychiatry is screwed up and the mental health system makes me sick.