Aw I am so sorry JaneC... I remember when my T told me she was transferring me.. It was the first time I was able to show any real emotion, I broke down crying begging her not too... She said this was bringing up abandonment issues (didn't know I had). So I totally get it. What your going through. It's so horrible. So aweful. I left two pleading voicemails afterwards too... After a couple weeks the pain subsided tho I was still upset. I did get a surprise saying she would keep me on (which I am thankful for) but in the process I found another T and you know what, she seems more amazing than the first. We click so much better and I'm really thankful I got that push. I hope transition is relatively easy for you, once you get through the first two weeks the pain should calm down a little.