Posted this in bipolar forum but did here too.
So had a therapist appointment today. I just out and out asked her off she thought I was bipolar she's been seeing me since November and she doesn't think I am. She thinks that the mania they thought I was experiencing was really part of the way my PTSD effects me. She said I might have borderline personality, but she doesn't know. She wants me to research and see if I fit then we'll discuss. Oh and she's leaving the practice where I see her, her last day is March 4th. However she has a private practice and I'm following her because she's the only person recently that I've been able to open up to professional wise. Hopeful that I'm moving forward. Since my appt this morning I feel a lot better. We touched on something that I haven't really talked about before that got put on the shelf after it happened but my cancer treatment changed that position. Forward movement. Yay! So happy about this. Now waiting on hematology appt. Hopefully good news. Fingers crossed.