I hate waiting on e-mails. I expect to be ignored or quickly dismissed by my potential mentors in this field, but there's no telling so soon...
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Originally Posted by herethennow
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saw pdoc a few hours ago. i couldnt bring myself to tell him about my ultimate plans of sui. that i am trying to make it as foolproof as possible...
i am tired of everything. i dont feel like continuing on with this battle anymore.
i don't know why i just keep doing - it's like as if i am running on autopilot mode. i don't see any meaning to what i am doing anymore. sure i may be high functioning, but i just dont know why i keep doing things. i just want to drop everything and retreat to bed for once.  |
Sometimes autopilot is all we have to get us to the next day, the next week, or the next month... definitely been there.