Wow, never known hurt like this. So he has been on TV just now and she promised she would text me about it but never did (She only got round to telling me yesterday when she bumped into me in the corridor. I have no doubt in my mind she wouldn't have bothered otherwise.) It hurt so badly seeing him on TV, I miss him so much Felt such a mixture of pride, love and hurt all mixed into one. She is more bothered about updating her thousands of facebook followers all who barely know him and have never set eyes on him. Yet she can't even find it in herself to update me. I feel so so hurt and used. I hate her for encouraging me to bond with her son for 6 years like family and then drop me as soon as he get older and ahe no longer needed care for him. Now all these people who creep up her backside on facebook get all the updates. She is so indifferent to me, hurts more then I can say. Never again am I loving or caring for anyone again. Sick to the back teeth of being used and tossed aside when I have had my use.