Still not made that appointment yet. I guess I've given up. I still have time to accept or reject the offer in question, but I don't think I'm going to be strong enough to negotiate a better deal for myself.

I filled in loads of paperwork for my T today: a mood test - just about everything is causing me distress, an inventory of inter-personal problems - I have so little contact with people that it was impossible for me to answer most of the questions because I'm so isolated, finally a difficult states of mind inventory - most of those applied and I added plenty more of my own. Looking at it all I don't think I'll be fixed anytime soon, especially as the sessions are limited to 24 weeks.