I know what you mean, about feeling fraudulent. I'm not loud about what I go through, I don't always express my feelings and often hide them because I don't want to appear vulnerable or weak (or crazy). But sometimes, you just have to tell people exactly how you're feeling. You can't minimize it. I minimize **** all the time, and it's done me more harm than good. I'm just figuring that out. I often feel like people don't believe me. It's one of the worst feelings. You feel like you're being convicted for a crime you didn't commit.
What I wonder, though, is if you're beginning to feel better, and the hard part's over, why will you be working from home? Why not just continue being there full-time at this point, if work is no longer intolerable?
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"Every person, on the foundation of his or her own sufferings and joys, builds for all." ~Albert Camus
Cymbalta, 60mg -- for the depression.
Latuda, 40mg -- for the paranoia (delusional type).
Adderall, 40mg XR & 5 mg reg -- for the ADD.
Xanax, .5 mg as needed -- for the anxiety.
Topamax, 50mg -- still figuring this one out.
MDD, but possibly have some form of Bipolar Disorder. Then again, I could be paranoid . . .
Well, at least I still have my sense of humor.
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