It's my fault, because I chose to love, and give the very best of me
guess what?
not any more!

I'm done, I'm not depressed, I'm regressed, stupid!, stupid!, stupid! me
I tried their pills,I tried their wills, listened to how it can be, finally realizing its just no for me, i accept that now

I am empty, nothing left. please don't try to refill me, no refills, please discard this shell, just leave me as you found me.n
so much hurt and pain, this is what has driven me insane, the hurt, the pain

No one should have to endure such heartache and suffering. My own soul has abandoned me and my heart can't stand it any more. i use to say much more, but no more. I've tried it all, I accept that I am not, will not, shall not, can not, have not, live not.

i'm done
i'm numb
the devil has won.