Honestly, I don't miss her yet. Hell, she's still in Boston right now. She leaves officially tomorrow morning. I said goodbye to her today though so she's gone for me. But I somehow just feel homesick with her gone. I feel so safe and protected when I see her. I feel safe and loved just knowing that she's there if I need her. Now that she's not, I just feel homeless in some weird way. I feel like my soft place to fall is gone and I'm just lost in the world. Idk if that makes any sense.