Good morning everyone!
I'm doing fabulously well today! I see my psychiatrist next week so hopefully I can get my meds sorted out. Thankfully she is a competent doctor who always has the mindset of, "lowest possible effective dose". She doesn't want me to be a zombie. I've been seeing her for almost two years now, that is a record for me. I'm so thankful that I've finally found a psychiatrist I can really trust.
I finally got some good rest last night, I went to bed a bit late but I slept until 10:00 this morning and I feel totally refreshed!
I want to taper off the Klonopin when I've been stable for awhile. I haven't needed the Klonopin in years, but I'm unfortunately physically dependent on it now. How bothersome. I just want to make sure my life is relatively low stress before I start the horrible process of coming off this stuff. Ugh, not looking forward to it but it'll be worth it. I hate the way Klonopin makes me feel, it dulls my thinking and I simply cannot have that! I want to go to college and become a psychiatrist or a lawyer, not sure which one yet!