i just cannot cope with my pathetic exuse of a life, i feel like im going to explode. i cant cope with all the problems thats thrown at me, im in no mental state to do it but nobody gives a toss and nobody will help me. i have to go through EVERYTHING along + im just nope capable of it. i dunno what is the point of my existance all i do is struggle with 1 thing after another, sometimes more than 1 at a time, there really is no point. i wish i could go to sleep and just never wake up. there is no point. i cant do this...