Hi: passher3y: I'm sorry you're having such difficulty. It would certainly be helpful, though, if you could manage to post a Thread telling members, here on PC, a little bit more about yourself. The more you post here on PC, & reply to others' posts, the more you'll derive from being here. (I realize this may be a tall order for you at this particular time.) The good news is that short posts tend to receive more attention than long ones. So it's actually better to write just a few lines at a time. My best wishes to you!