This is also me. I would just feel bad about lying.

Of course I never tell anyone about AvPD (since I became aware of it) and probably never will. Except a friend or two. Even if I tried telling someone, they wouldn't know what that means and how serious it is. Most would probably just tell me "I don't understand what the problem is. Just go talk to people. Nothing bad is going to happen" ... yeaa this is not based on logic, but they probably wont understand, wont care or just think I am being dramatic.

Some people who met me were bit confused about why I act this way. The ones that got closer to me just remembered that I was quiet in the beginning.