I just found the photo of me when i was 18 and i didnt recognize myself. Its like two completely different persons. My eyes were glowing with desire to live and i even had some kind of smile. After 4 years of depression, stress, social isolation, drug and alcohol abuse, one suicide attempt and much suffering my face became wrinkly and decrepit, my cheeks got very fat, my eyes became bleak with huge bags under them. Im just like the half-dead version of my previous self and look like sick sad hamster.
Can you find a photo of you before you were captured by depression and compare with your current appearance?
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