Yeah, I talked to incompetent doc today. He was of the ignorant belief that the Lexapro was causing the panic attacks and anxiety. I had to set him straight. It was the medicine before that--It was the Wellbutrin that caused the brain damage that resulted in the anxiety and panic attacks, and that's why he put me on Lexapro to begin with. Jesus Christ. I'm getting sick of working with incompetents.

Then I questioned how the Lamictal will treat Anxiety and panic attacks and he said, "well taking you off the Lexapro should do that". I then had to reiterate what I just said. He then calmly said that the lamictal might get rid of the anxiety and panic attacks depending on what's causing them. If not, then there is a side effect drug that he will put me on and take me off the benzos. I'm losing my patience.

He should have taken me off the Wellbutrin to begin with when I told him I was suicidal while on it after taking it a year. Instead he upped the dosage like that was going to help when it never showed improvement.

These meds will **** with my memory, I don't want my memory ****ed with. I'm already dealing with serious side effects. Memory loss and impairment is not one im willing to risk. I've so had it with pharmacology.

All they had to do was put me on Geodon and 6 months of an SSRI and Everything would have been fine. I've been going through hell for 3 years now because they didn't do that to begin with.