Thank you for your suggestion. My younger, spunky, energetic self would have done just this! But I truly feel burnt out and exhausted, like I don't have it in me anymore. I have thought long and hard and decided to give up my part-time self-employment with erratic hours that stresses my family. I was only doing it in odd spots once or twice a year anyway. I need to focus on regaining my strength now and somehow making do with what we have. I need to make it work because I just don't have the strength to have two jobs at this point in my life. My children need my attention and energy every night with homework, etc.