why do i do stupid things all the time
why do i let myself get into situations
when i know i'll get hurt
why am i so gullible
why am i so pathetic
why cant i just be happy
why can't i like mywself let alone love myself
why do i think people will like me if i dont even love myself
why cant i cut my losses and leave
why cant i be independant
why can i not change my thought patterns
why am i so needy
why am i so transparent
why do i let myself be used
why do i exist at all
why did my parents neve love each other and have me????????
why was i abused
why am i writing this
why anything

jin