Stayed in bed and skipped class. Was feeling really rough. I managed to self-soothe a bit, and I ended up going to a class. Talking to my counsellor before was a help. Spent time with others, laughed... but no, the depression is still there, I feel it when I'm alone most of all. It's milder, I guess.
Tired. Getting further behind on readings and I've missed an assignment. I know forcing myself won't help any... feel lazy... but others aren't being tortured by their minds. Or maybe studying offers them a reprieve. I'm one of those people whose memory, concentration, and attention all get impaired by depression. Kinda hard to study then.
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