I AM attached to my T, and I feel the same way. I think of it all the time. There will come a day I won't see her anymore..... and it will be yet another loss to deal with. I've actually talked to her about it, and she says she maintains contact with people, and I can always come back if needed...so it doesn't have to really "be over." She said even when she retires, she may only semi retire, and continue to see a few patients. Maybe I'm naïve to think I'd be one of those she'd keep around. I just had a session today. I've noticed it's when I'm either crying, or just clam up, that she strengthens that connection, which feels nice now, but someday, wont be so nice when it's time to say goodbye.