Ah...a fellow dreamer. So on one hand, I think this is what makes creative people...this desire/ability to put themselves into these "stories"...but it can become an escape mechanism...not being present in your real every day life. Also, my mom always says "where ever you go, there you are". No matter where we are externally, we are the same inside...so until we change ourselves internally we won't be any different regardless of location.

Now I'm rambling...but anyway,I get it. I do the same thing.