I frequently do this. For me, I miss being a stellar mom, housewife, and, most of all, christian. I spent my mornings in prayer and in the Bible. I home schooled my niece, my daughter and a friend's child, my house was nearly immaculate most of the time, even with several small kids running around. I enjoyed all of these things greatly and I was very productive. I was so full of life and so full of joy. Now my life is one big disorganized, dysfunctional mess and I am non of those things. I can't seem to find my way back.