I've been feeling so down lately. I can't shake this overwhelming feeling of worthlessness. I never feel good enough. I'm never satisfied with anything I do. I feel like I'm constantly disappointing everyone around me.. not that I have a lot of people around me.. I have my husband and one "close" friend who doesn't even know about all of my issues.. I feel so alone. I don't always want to talk about how I'm feeling to my husband and I'm scared to open up to anyone else..

I have so many negative emotions and its so hard to deal with. some days i feel some kind of worth, and that i am good enough and that i can do this.. but most days i just feel like crawling into my bed and not leaving.. i can barely function.

i just want this to get better..