Teacup, sorry you are feeling down lately. You wrote: "feeling of worthlessness. I never feel good enough. I'm never satisfied with anything I do. I feel like I'm constantly disappointing everyone"

When I look at the challenges you list on your public profile, I think it is too much to expect that you wouldn't have these feelings. These are the aftermath of troubled times.

By the way, you also did open up to someone else, us. It is so much easier at Psych Central because you don't have family or work expectations.

Some people find that going to a psychiatrist and getting medicine helps stabilize their emotions. Others talk out the problems.

Sometimes just being part of a community like Psych Central can be a start to having a new life.

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