Hi chasms. Your symptoms are typical of many schizophrenics. Some may attribute their disorganized or unusual thoughts to angels and demons as you do, and others for example to government agencies who control them usually with implanted microchips. Those are two of the most common explanations by people with psychosis who cannot accept that they are indeed having psychotic symptoms.

If you read these forums you will find many stories similar to yours and they often have successful resolutions through medication, though there are other coping methods as well. I too urge you to go that route and explore both options.

Good luck