Right now, with the depression I'm in, I have bags under my eyes usually because I get so tired early in the evening and go upstairs to my bedroom and close my eyes for a couple of hours before I actually go to sleep. I don't think anyone with bags under their eyes looks like they're in good shape that day. And chronic bags under the eyes has to make people wonder what's up. At least that's what I think.

And of course lately I have to really force myself to smile, and much of the time it's a fake smile that I'm sure doesn't come across as genuine. I would bet I lack a gleam in my eye too. I rarely rare makeup anymore and lack the interest in looking fashionable. I always wear clean clothes but I don't see much value anymore in looking very fashionable. Just getting through the day is the priority.