Sweetheart, you should be so proud of yourself. You have lost around 200 lbs!!! Do you have any idea what an amazing accomplishment that is?! I know that its hard to look past our imperfections to see the beauty within ourselves....but I assure you, the beauty is there. You will meet someone, someday who will love you...scars and all. We all have scars, hon. Some are just more visible than others. True love doesn't keep track of our partners flaws...it celebrates them.

Keep taking care of yourself. Love yourself,faults and all. There is NOTHING sexier than a confident person who cares for themselves. You have done something so amazing. Congratulate yourself, embrace yourself and love YOU until the right person comes at the right time who will join you in that love.

PS...therapy can help. Give it a try. Maybe someone kind of like a life coach would help the most. Good luck!