although i see my weaknesses too.
When i read this..

underneath my need to help him, because my strong love for him and my scare that he will harm himself. and the point that i am in no way strong enough to same my mind, by moving out for a short while...

I see my fear of him leaving me, if i decide to keep a small distance, until he gets some help...

And no, i dont have anyone to talk to.
Since i know this is a problem for him, andnot a "personality trait". i dont want anyone else to see him like this.
I think...