My week off is about over. So far today, I have not done much. Yesterday my friend and I went to the Zoo. It was alright, but a bit of a disappointment. At least I got in for free. My friend and I had spent four days together this week. It was nice but at the end I got tired of him. On Wednesday we had a disagreement, but we made up.

Today seems like a "me" day. I'm just alone doing my own thing. I have mixed feelings about it. I feel lonely, but relaxed. My health anxiety is ruining the good part for me. My friend has his daughter come to visit him today. Today is his birthday.

Also today I thought to call the Pastor at my church to get together and talk to him. He didn't have time for me. He would have wanted to take me in if he had time. I was disappointed that I couldn't see him. I've had counseling with him before and he was great. In all fairness, it was a very short notice that I called him.