I had a bad day yesterday. I found out that I will not be able to work in the shelter for my job like I was promised I could. Honestly I do not think they believe I can handle it because I am so young. When I was hired they changed my job description around and gave me a supervisor and I think it is because of my age. That hurts a lot especially since I really need that shift of an extra 12 hours to be almost full time and so I can quit my other job. Now I do not know what to do.
Working both jobs are killing me. I have no time to myself and I am always running around. However, I cannot afford to quit the job at the mall when I am only working 24 hours a week at the domestic violence center. As it is I do not know if my boyfriend and I can move in together anytime soon...that makes me reallly upset. I just do not think that I will make enough to be able to afford an apartment.
(Big sigh) Why am I doing this anyway...what is the point...

Jessica